So bored.
So over seeing the same people everyday that I don't like at all.
So tired of the same old same old. 

Thinking about going to school.  Maybe accounting.  I like me some numbers.  I need something different.  Something to occupy this brain gap i'm having.  Don't feel like being a keener, or a joiner though. 

Going through my cyclical "something's gotta give" thing. 

By the way, why do you think all the new movies these days seem to suck?  I used to go to the theatre all the time.  Now I can't remember the last time I went.  Same with TV.  There are either too many good shows or none. 

Holy crap, i'm getting old.

 So, I officially have MS.

After finally getting my MRI last month, the results came in and the neurologist at UBC confirmed my suspicions.

Thankfully I haven't had a major episode since the first one, just effects (shakiness, exhaustion, heat intolerance, balance issues).  My main concern was getting the proper 'team' in place in case I have another episode.  Now I can get in to see the MS team at the University and the MRI machine is just across the bridge.  (I'll have to get one at least once a year)

Even thought I knew in my heart of hearts I had this disease, it's still over-whelming.  I did ok yesterday (My Mom came with me for the appointment) other than being really tired, but today I feel teary.

Life just keeps piling it on, y'know?

Random shit I need to get out somehow.

- No matter how hard you try, I will always type faster and better.  Deal with it.

-No one is in a race with you to be the best at this place.  No one cares except you.  It's sort of sad.

-Please stop talking.  You've said enough.

-FUCK YOU RAIN.

-I can hear you eat OVER MY HEADPHONE VOLUME.  You're horrifying.

-Get me out of here.

Breathe.  Breathe.

OK, I feel better.

HA!

Struggling to stay above water.

Yesterday was bad.  But I made it through.
I even got some stuff done (but I did bail on work-I could NOT handle having to deal with the misery, I have enough of my own).  I got 2 new tires put on the front of the little blue bubble.  New wipers for the whole car.  I did a little grocery shopping.  I slept TWELVE hours.  That part I needed the most I think.

I need to see the boy and my parents this weekend.  I've been solitary for a couple weeks and I think that's why I feel like stoving my head in. 

Next month i'm going up north to be with my besties for Easter. I CAN'T WAIT!  I get to see the kids and the dogs and their new house and be around my people.  :) :) :)

Ok, I updated and I didn't even drop the F-bomb once.  Haha.

Newbie co-worker not so perky now that she's doing her own  job.  Hehe.

Life just moves along.  Nothing to see, people.  :)